From the recording The Entertainer EP
Music and lyrics by Marc Aliana.
Produced by Marc Aliana. Co-produced by Febe Esquerra.
Recorded by Marc Aliana at his home studio in Oakland, CA.
Marc Aliana: vocals, guitars, synths, loops & keyboards.
Febe Esquerra: loops & samples.
Mixed by Febe Esquerra at Ometusco Sound Machine in Mexico City, Mexico.
Mastered by John Armstrong at The Lodge in Los Angeles, CA.
© ℗ Marc Aliana
Lyrics
I don’t want to be here any more
I’ve got no place to call my home
Been drifting all around and all alone
My friends are far away, I couldn’t stay
I wonder if they miss me anyway
My boots like open mouths
Overfed with the miles they devoured
When they were still hungry for new beginnings
Hidden meanings
Sunrise creeping in
I don’t want to be here any more
My hands are cold
One thousand winters ago you’d keep them warm
And I still wonder: where did you go?
Who stole your soul away from us?
I lost it all
They won’t talk to me any more
I’m only shame to my own blood
Guilt is heavy
Heart is aching
Bottle’s empty
I don’t want to be here any more
(Guilt is heavy)
(Heart is aching)
(Bottle’s empty)